#I blame my work schedule
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Duolingo owl, you really need to come to terms with the fact that I may never learn Spanish with you ever again
#I lost my 78 day streak and was never the same again#I blame my work schedule#Duolingo#owl pls don’t come at me I’m trying here!
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2025 IIHF U20 Schedule
Pre-Tournament | Preliminary Rounds and Finals
#99% i got all the games and times right but if i didnt pls blame it on my impatience#wjc 2025#also i couldnt find a single site that had both pretourney and tourney schedules in one place#and i dont wanna work today soooo i made this instead
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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my third manager HATES me bc i wont let him shift blame.
"why weren't tea urns done" "uh...the high schoolers didnt do it" "well its your job to double check it them."
like my brother in christ at the end of the day YOU are the manager. you have to tell the kids what to do and its your job to double check them. theyre kids, if they can get away w sitting around they will. which i dont blame them i would too if i could get away w it.
he also always tries to say how lazy they are. like no, they're kids. you have to tell them what to do 💀💀
like, on my shifts, they know what i expect. i dont even have to tell them what to do. hell, i have alarms to remind me to tell them to get started on stuff bc i lose track of time and they have it down. most of the time they even have things started before the alarm goes off. if you make a routine w them, theyll do it. theyre not lazy you just wont manage 🤷♀️
he also likes to pull the "well it was just me and x" and?? i saw the sales, shit was dead. plus, ive closed solo w more business and still got done but im also a monster so thats just me. i also know you take 4738942 smoke breaks so i have a feeling if you didnt go outside every two seconds, you could get more done 😣
#i will defend my high schoolers til i die tbh#bc they work so hard#but if you wont tell them what to do/keep that schedule/hold them responsible aka do YOUR job#they wont do anything#and tbh i dont blame them#if i could get away w doing nothing i would#like we were all highschoolers once#and tbh its the same w parenting
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adhd like i have ZERO perspective (getting sad that i'm not reading much this month)(but then remembering that it's nano and i'm 42k into a Brand New Book)(AND i'm still managing to make some knitting progress on assorted gifts)(i'm okay right)
#text#personal#writing#books#knitting#nano2024#yeah im not sleeping though thanks for asking#(we blame the day job for the not sleeping. btw.)#(and the shitshow of a parking situation)#(if i could get to work after 10 id be fine on the schedule im on)#(but they took away 400 MORE of our parking spots and i do NOT want to have to be shuttled in for arriving late. so.)#anyway if im lucky ill finish two (2) books in november 🤣#but im making shawl progress and did my moms thing#im spending SO much time at hatch
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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Core Aesthetic Tag Game
type your name + core into pinterest and choose the first 6 pics
Thank you @spookygingerr @mickeym4ndy @spicycinnabun for the tags!!
Bonus: I know it said only the first 6 pics but I DESPERATELY need to show yall what else was directly beneath those 6 bc I am losing my mind right now lmao
Anywayyys tagging @iansw0rld @yannie-desu @heymrspatel @astaraels @gardenerian if not this is me gifting you whatever toy comes in my mcdonald's little fucking freak meal 🪀
#kinda feel like pintrest just committed a hate crime against me but like. are they wrong???#honestly very on brand over all#tag games#i was curious so i searched through both my shameless pin account and my main pin account. not exact result matches but very similar#also ive been slacking on tag games so bad lately fr im so sorry blame my work schedule
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now that i have a new theme im gonna settle with this one for the next couple of months
#i actually have to stop being lazy#i haven’t properly had a whole week or two of working out in too long#it’s bad💔#my sleeping schedule is to blame tho#selleposts ⭑.ᐟ
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This week has been so long and hard. I knew what I signed up for at my new job, I just don't remember being so tired all the time from it.
#rant#personal#my sleep schedule is off too since I'm used to a 720 start time but now I start at 930 and I still wake up at like 630 every day#I just need to adjust my sleep by like 2 hours so I'm not nodding off so early#but I also blame how exhausting this new position is and that I'm going to school 2 times a week till 9ish right after work#even at my old job I would stay up late since I like to so I thought it would be a better time for me but so far it hasn't but hopefully#it will be in the future#Its not like I havent encountered the behaviors and stuff before its just very intense with a child I'm with so much and how many times#I've had to remove them from situations since they started to get violent (multiple times a day)#good thing the kid likes me and he's talking to me Ive had so many convos with social workers phycologists the partents teachers but still#anyway if I feel like this still by December I might have to find a different job while I go to school#its not like the school I work for isn't helping me its more that its a hard job and I'm tired
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#i’m so fucking frustrated right now.#i can’t remember the last time i haven’t woken up to my roommates dogs barking and whining#my room is right over the living room. and all i hear is them barking and whining and the puppy’s pen being dragged across the floor#i go to bed way later than my roommate because of my work schedule#like sometimes i don’t get off work till 12:30 am and then get to sleep around 2#and her fucking dogs wake me up so gddamn early i feel i’m permanently exhausted#like sometimes she will take the dogs if she’s gone all day at her parents or whatever#but she didn’t today. and when i went downstairs the puppy had shit and the whole house stinks and i don’t even wanna leave my room#like i know it’s not my responsibility but i feel like she’ll blame me when she comes home and sees that the puppy has been in the#pen all day.#like it’s 3 pm and i haven’t even gone down to make myself food because i can’t stand it. i fucking hate it i hate the whining the fucking#barking.#i know that i am actually very fortunate in my situation. like my housing and roommate situation could be a lot lot worse.#and it’s not that my roommate is horrid. we’re just. strangers. and i feel so fucking alone and alienated#i do not want my life to be like this.#like i feel so horrid i need to do laundry and clean my bathroom and actually get shit done#but i don’t want to leave my room.#i just don’t want my life to be like this.
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Lads i have Fucked Up Big Time
#somehow I just. Fuckin. Forgot. That if I wanna switch my major that I have to do a bunch if shit#and I missed the deadline for it because I didn't realize that I needed to do it and also forgot to reach out about it until WAY too late#so now I can't do anything until the spring#which is also bad because I don't know what the fuck my class schedule should be!!!!!!!#advisor told me that I can talk to her after the enrollment period and schedule a meeting and we can figure out what I'm doing from there#but like. ouggggggghhg#Im so worried there's gonna be some fuckup with my schedule and I won't be able to register for enough classes to be a full time student#which would be so bad#idk should I just wait until AFTER the enrollment period??? and just have no classes???#I'm gonna try and register for a few classes so I at the very least have Something in my schedule#mainly ones for my current (old) major and a few of the new classes#because multiple classes that I need to take I can Only take them IF I'm enrolled in that major. Which I'm currently not because I'm stupid#im just stressed now and unfortunately there isn't much i can do 🥰#i don't even know which classes I should be trying to take. I can GUESS but like who the fuck knows#so i can't even try and plan out a potential schedule i just get to sit on my ass and stress#sighh. im gonna try to not think about it bc its gonna stress me out#on one hand it's tempting to blame like. idk. literally every adult i talked to because none of them actually told me#“Hey btw you actually need to go to this office and fill out this paperwork and submit it by a due date”#they were just like yeah okay u can take some classes. and then we'll figure it out later#like. i would have gone and done the shit if I knew I needed to do iT!!!!#but also I should have sat down and looked more into it to so#bleughhhhhhhh#I'm just stressed. and annoyed. at myself mainly because like. duh of course I'd have to go fill out paperwork but I just was like#“Yeah I'll talk to my advisor later” and kept pushing shit off until it was too late <3#idk man im. so tired#hopefully it'll all work out okay and fine and i won't have the shittiest schedule on earth next semester#and hopefully the classes i need won't fill up!!!! :))))))#ahahahahahsh#im fucked man#lilac post
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Considering pulling a "no sleep" work day tomorrow just for this last show... I've done it before. I can do it again.
#personal#I've done it more times then I'd like to admit actually...#I fucking hate the fact that I have to be up for work at 3 AM. Not just now but like everyday!#It fucks with my sleep schedule so bad and if I can't fall asleep before like 11 PM I know I'm fucked.#Getting off at 2 PM is the silver lining but at what cost?!#Tomorrow is Monday though (and usually I'm swamped) but I CAN blame it on being just that if I get bitchy...
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just realized that “creep” (radiohead, glee, and/or book of life version) will likely be in my works spotify wrapped this year
#we have started a game#of queuing up those three versions of creep at random#it started with one coworker doing it bc she genuinely loves the song#(and she asked me completely seriously for my ranking before we even got through them all the first time)#now it’s a bit#that is heavily perpetuated by the coworker i have a crush on#sometimes we put creep on our 86 list when we’re all over it#the other night we also listened to so many glee covers (also thanks to my crush)#previously the friday closing shifts were 5sos fridays but now chaos has occurred#and i blame one of my coworkers being promoted to supervisor and therefore working manager shifts on friday nights#bc the friday night closing crew cannot be serious especially when she’s mod#this past friday it was super slow too bc so many people went home for the long weekend#so we had peak chaos#which included multiple people doing cartwheels and us listening to creep a lot and listening to some riot grrrl music#(on full blast at one point)#i love the friday night shift closing crew so much and we get shit done#this past friday we were out right at midnight when we’re scheduled til 12:30 bc we closed so fast
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Comm for @ saint.august.tm! Loved the characters tbh
#i been slower that i thought but I'll blame that on the fact that is weekend and the lazyness is vibe is all over the house#rui draw smth#art commisions#commission#rui chambea#tomorrow I'll fix my schedule and work properly♪#i send two comms and other two appear#have i found the infinite money glitch?/j#im being dramatic btw
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Me, currently in the process of withering away: yeah the 4+ hours of content last week and the promise of WAD content soon is definitely enough to satisfy me 🙂
#dan and phil#i no longer have a schedule that would work well with daily uploads but god im still chasing the high of gamingmas#i also blame poppy playtime bc that video has no rewatchability due to my scaredy cat ass only having it in me to get thru that once
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I HATE WORKING I HATE WORKING I HATE WORKING SO MUCH I JUST WANT TO DRAW ALL DAY EVERY DAY I WANT TO MAKE ART I WANT TO CREATE STUFF THAT MAKES ME HAPPY I WANT TO MAKE THINGS FOR MY FOLLOWERS TO ENJOY AS WELL I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THE PURE UNFILTERED JOY OF PUTTING EFFORT INTO A PIECE OF ART THAT MIGHT NOT BE THAT GOOD BUT REQUIRED LOVE AND ATTENTION AND HAS BEEN ULTIMATELY REALIZED THROUGH SHEER PASSION AND DETERMINATION. RARAAURUAJDRHFGJHGHGFJHGFHSFGJHFSGHGHFHJGHJGF
#this also partly has to do with my growing executive dysfunction but i'm going to blame my heinous summer work schedule for now#RARARAUAURUAURHUSDUAHEUDFGHU#I!!! HATE!!! BEING!!! A!!! CREATIVE!!! LIVING!!! IN!!! A!!! CAPITALIST!!! SOCIETY!!!#becki rambles about stuff
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